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Sunday, 25 October 2009

  • October 25, 2009

    Today is such a special day! I mean everyday is :D Right?
    So the reason that today is special is because it is day 25! Plus it is Sunday, time to worship Jesus!

    Mainly because I really like the number 25, because whenever I get to go to Chinese Buffet and get the fortune cookie, I get the number 25 as one of my lucky numbers.

    So today I went to church in Fort Lauderdale, Florida!
    It was huge and amazing.
    We talked about how God doesn't tempt us and that He can't be tempted by evil. (James 1:13)
    Yes, so true! I really want to overcome all the tests in this life as I go along with this is life on this Earth!

    I had lots of coincidences today, they are so random.
    But anyways... after church I get to go to
    one of my friend - friend's house and eat lunch at Miami Beach.
    It was coconut shrimp... yum yum ^_^

    Then when I was about to get out of the house, I see that the number of his house was 205.
    It was cool!

    Anyways... I just came back from shopping and got some yummy chocolates and ice cream.

    How was your day?

    God bless you my friend!




Saturday, 24 October 2009

  • I am back!

    How are you, friends?

    So I know that I haven't really blog anything here in Xanga.

    I am sorry, I lost in touch with lots of my Xanga friends.

    Well... I know that the year is not ending anytime soon.

    So hopefully I will start getting my life back in order and start blogging more about my daily experience with God, people, and lots of coincendences in life!

    Yup... so I am back and this time I will be striving to keep in touch with you guys better!

    God bless you!

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Sunday, 13 September 2009

  • 9-11-01

    You say you will never forget where you were
    when you heard the news on September 11, 2001.
    Neither will I.

    I was on the 110th floor in a smoke-filled room
    with a man who called his wife to say "Goodbye."
    I held his fingers steady as he dialed.
    I gave him the peace to say,
    "Honey, I'm not going to make it, but it's okay...
    I am ready to go."

    I was with his wife when he called
    as she fed breakfast to their children.
    I held her up as she tried to understand his words
    and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night.

    I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman
    cried out to Me for help. "I have been knocking on the
    door of your heart for 50 years!" I said.
    "Of course I will show you the way home —
    only believe in Me now."

    I was at the base of the building with the Priest
    ministering to the injured and devastated souls.
    I took him home to tend to his flock in Heaven.
    He heard my voice and answered.

    I was on those four planes, in every seat, with every prayer.
    I was with the crew as they were overtaken.
    I was in the very hearts of the believers there,
    comforting and assuring them
    that their faith had saved them.

    I was in Texas, Kansas, London.
    I was standing next to you
    when you heard the terrible news.
    Did you sense Me?

    I saw every face. I knew every name —
    though not all knew Me.
    Some met Me for the first time on the 86th floor.
    Some sought Me with their last breath.

    Some couldn't hear Me calling to them
    through the smoke and flames;
    "Come to Me . . . this way . . . take My hand."
    Some chose, for the final time, to ignore Me.

    But, I was there.
    I did not place you in the Tower that day.
    You may not know why, but I do.
    If you had been there in that explosive moment in time,
    would you have reached out for Me?

    September 11, 2001 was not the end of the journey for you.
    But someday your journey will end. And I will be there
    for you as well. Seek Me now while I may be found.
    Then, at any moment, you will know you are "ready to go".

    I will be in the stairwell of your final moments.

    JESUS

Saturday, 29 August 2009

  • Can you ever love me for me?

    Can you ever love me for me?
    For the me that I am true and true
    Can you love me with my imperfections?
    Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?

    Can you ever love me for me?
    For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
    Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
    Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?

    Can you ever love me for me?
    For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
    Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
    Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?

    Can you ever love me for me?

Friday, 28 August 2009

  • Good morning y'all.

    Yes, it is a new day and I can start a lot of things fresh?

    I don't know I wake up with the thought that I have to get so many things done at this moment.

    But first I got to have an awesome breakfast so that I will be able to do a good job on whatever I have to get done. Then I will go ahead and start my busy schedule...

    Staying strong in your faith is easy when things are going your way. But when life's difficult situations leave you hanging by your emotional and spiritual fingernails, it's hard to believe God will take care of you.

     

     

     

  • Life can be hard for a long period of time, right?

    August 27, 2009 11 PM

    Life can be hard for a long period of time, right?

    I am starting to understand that I am not the only one suffering at this moment.
    There are a bunch of people feeling worse pain than me every day… that I don’t know how to describe the pain that they feel. The only word that I can think of is HURT.

    I understand and sense that there are lots of peers out there going through some rough times whether they are social, financial, religion, family, school, or health problems.

    I must say that those peers are all hidden somewhere in this universe. I believe that most of them are going through life as like there is nothing bad going on at the moment or just pretending that whatever is going on in their life is fine.

    I don’t know. I don’t know what the deal of life is anymore.

    You know I hear lots of different stories how people kill themselves. I must say that I did think about it. I am not going to lie. But right now I understand that life is precious and why should I even try to bother to think of taking my own life if some other people are trying so hard to survive for another second of their life.  Plus God did give me this life for a reason.

    Yes, the pain might seem unbearable but I know after I can overcome this… the reward will be much greater in Heaven.  I must comprehend that God is giving me all this for a reason which is to bring Glory to Himself. I must confess that I haven’t been a very good girl? I don’t know…  I am such a sinner… I need lots of forgiveness!

    I won’t be ashamed of it anymore… because the way to learn the true meaning of life is to learn from my personal mistakes…  Jesus, I truly thank You for forgiving me each day and really looking at me as Your one of a kind daughter!

    I want to be fire up by the Word of God. I want to really be fascinated that the Most High Power loves me very and very much. It is really incredible when one puts that thought in their head and think about it… It can go really deep and deep. GOD IS LOVE.

    I must understand that my problems are not as big as other people. Yes it may seem that I am suffering but I need to constantly remind myself that it is not the end of the world!

    Dear Father, I thank you for the amazing grace and mercy that You provide for me daily.

    I thank You for giving me this life of mine. I know that there are times where I will complain about some things in life because it hurts me emotionally, mentally, or sometime physically.

    Please forgive me. Please give me an understanding heart and mind to all this!

    I plead that Your Holy Spirit will work at my family’s lives. Not only mine but many others out there! I want You Father to change the poor attitude that I have or people in general have!

    I praise You for all the creation and the great talents that You provide in each of our lives.

    AMEN.

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • KEEP YOUR FAITH UP

    KEEP YOUR FAITH UP...  my friend tells me to do!

    Focus on your studies and don't let other things get into your way.
    FOCUS.
    Have faith that God is going to take care of all of it.

    It hurts thou... I don't know how I will be able to handle any of it.
    I don't know what I want anymore... all I know is that I am VERY blessed to be in this country in the first place.
    I am glad that I am able to have many different friends around the world.

    ESTHER CHUANG PRAY!!!

    Dear God,
    I thank you for loving me very much. But I must confess that I am not feeling at this time. Maybe I am not following in Your foot steps or seeking You. Jesus, please give me the desire that I need. I want to be able to hear and see You. I am weak. I am always weak. There are so many times in my life where I want to give up in life whether they are friendships, relationship, studies, or even You Jesus. I am sorry Father for  not obeying You at times. Jesus Please let me feel the peace. I want You.

    I thank You for it all. Take care of me today. Guide me into Your path.
    Hold my hands and don't let me go, okay Jesus?
    I pray that You will take care of my mom and dad. I want you to shine the light into my mom's life. I really want You to show her that I do care... I don't know...
    But yah...
    Please guide us all into path.
    Thanks for providing me all the needs that I need.

    AMEN.


  • Why does my mom have to be negative?

    August 26, 2009 11PM

    So I haven't blog anything about my life lately, because I have been going to a stage of life where nothing in the world really matters anymore…

    All that really matters is the well being of me? I don't know what else matters anymore.

    All I know is that life has been treating me very harsh. I must say that there are so many things that I wished I didn't have to experience at this moment.

    So my mind replays what mom told me on Saturday afternoon.

    She said:

    I don’t see as a part of the family anymore. All you do is think that you are the most important of the family and you think that if you are taking care of your brothers is doing a favor for me. OH PLEASE… no…

    I won't call you my daughter anymore. It is a mistake in the first place to have you as one of my child.

    I will no longer support in any way, form or shape. You can go and find your way of life on your own.

    I don't want to ever see you again. You can go ahead and have babies and I don't care who you will marry anymore, because I have no control of your life. You go and do whatever you need to do but remember you don't belong to my family anymore.

    Your brothers don’t want to see anymore. None of us will ever visit where you are.

    I won't regret it and I mean it. I hate you and you are just a waste of time and money for me.

    I hope that you will be a homeless and someone that won't be able to achieve anything in life.

    You can't go anywhere now.

    Bye.

    These are some of the words that keep replaying on my mind. I don't know what to do.

    I don't know anything anymore. A part of me doesn't know what I believe anymore.

    There is still a part of me crying out that I need to go back to Jesus and cry out and pray...

    I don't know. I feel so weak to the point that I don't really want to do anything in life but be a NOBODY?

     

    I am always tired now. I don't know why I have to go to school and trying so hard to get all the basics of college out of my way.

    A part of me feels that my heart breaks into pieces when I think of people that have rejected me or didn't want to be my friends... for example: people deleting me from Facebook because they are jealous that I have "LOTS" of friends... or I mean I have more friends than them and they don't want to see my popularity to go HIGHER?

    I don’t know what the problem is anymore.

    All I know is that I got lots going on in my life at this moment.

    I don’t know what else to think. I really need to pray and pray more!

    I feel so far away from Jesus and from a lot of different people.

    I need rest. I need peace in my mind.

    I want to go and sleep and wake up thinking that it is a new day and is a day to start things over!

    Common’ I need to relax and enjoy the time that I am still young.

    I don’t want my young life to go by as if it was just worries and unhappiness…

    Alright… this is it for now.

    I really don’t care if people are going to read this or not.

    All I know is that I will try my best to achieve what I want to do in life which is to impact others by Christ’s love!

     

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    Hiyahs what's up? I got yer friend invite, sorry if its been in my box f-o-r-e-v-e-r I haven't logged on a bunch recently but I'll totally add you, love the profile too its cute ^_^ God bless and I hope that yer having a fantabulous Monday~