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Tuesday, 31 August 2010

Monday, 30 August 2010

  • someone shared

    Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses
    your understanding.

    Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its
    heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
    …
    And could you keep your heart in wonder at the
    daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem
    less wondrous than your joy;

    And you would accept the seasons of your heart,
    even as you have always accepted the seasons that
    pass over your fields.

    And you would watch with serenity through the
    winters of your grief.

    Much of your pain is self-chosen.

    It is the bitter potion by which the physician within
    you heals your sick self.

    Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy
    in silence and tranquillity:

    For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by
    the tender hand of the Unseen,

    And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has
    been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has
    moistened with His own sacred tears.
    -Khalil Gibran-

Monday, 26 July 2010

  • Just need direction!

    Okay this will be mainly my prayers… and some of my doubts and requests of my dear life! I don’t know where my life is taking me at all. I got a lot of questions and just want them to be answered! I don’t know where I see my self in half of year or the next five years. Life is sure a crazy ride. It has its ups and downs. I don’t know what I will be doing in my dear life at all. I got feelings. I want to succeed in the right way. I don’t want to be chasing for popularity, fame, money… or anything that will make someone stumble! NO. It ain’t right. I am not sure if Bible College is where I should go… at all. I am lost. I just want to know where life is taking me. I don’t want to waste any of my time on the things that don’t matter anymore. I don’t get it. I don’t get it. I don’t get it. I don’t know what I will be doing. Lord, why do you feel so far away from me? I mean… is it because you are testing me how long can I handle with out you by my side? I mean God I know that I have been rejecting you a lot. I haven’t acknowledge of who you are. I know that my dad have been so so sad about me… the way that I have been treating him and the way that I am acting. But God please some to me and overflow me with wisdom and love. I want someone to show me what love is… and that is YOU. I calling for your help, come and rescue me from this darkness that I am in. Show me where to go and what to do in this life time! I want to feel you. I want to cry out for you. I am weak. I am so so weak. I am lost in this journey of life. Can you help me?

Thursday, 22 July 2010

  • Let Not Your Heart Be Troubled.

    Whenever I am troubled and lost in deep despair.
    I bundle all my troubles up and go to God in Prayer.
    I tell Him I am heartsick and lost and lonely too.
    That I am deeply burdened and don't know what to do.
    But I know He stilled the tempest and calmed the angry sea.
    And I humbly ask if in His love.
    He will do the same for me.
    Then I just keep quiet and think on thoughts of peace.
    And as I abide in stillness my restless murmuring cease.

    God I need you. I want to surrender my life. I am weak. I need you... I don't want to only surrender my life today and one time.... but all the time and forever more. Come and rescue me from this darkness.
    Father... I am your slave and really want to do what You command me to do!
    I don't want to serve two masters anymore! You are the everlasting master in the whole world!

  • Complain as little...

    Complain as little as possible of your wrongs, for, as a general rule, you may be sure that complaining is sin: because self love always magnifies injuries.

Tuesday, 20 July 2010

  • Even if...

    Your heart is breaking
    Your mind is unclear
    Your tired and restless and full of fear
    Come to me-
    even if
    You say words you shouldn't
    You don't do things you should
    You doubt and try to change,
    but never think you could.
    Come to me-
    even if
    You thought an evil thought
    You thought the thought again
    You turned the thought to action and now your bound in sin.
    Come to me-
    even if
    You say "But I knew better, I belong to you"
    Child, I am not surprised by anything you do.
    I made you in my image I fashioned you with care,
    When you cried tears into your pillow, remember I was there.
    I have always been and always will I be.
    For even when you do those things, you still belong to me.
    Even if you do these things, Oh child, don't you see?
    Even if, even if, you still can come to me.
    There is a secret place I have created where you may seek my face,
    this place I have for you is called "The Father's Warm Embrace"
    And when I have held you in my arms and rocked you, listening closely to your fears,
    I will place you on my lap and wipe away your tears.
    Then, I will smile. A smile to let you know I am pleased.
    For when you hurt and when you sinned, still- you came to me.
    So, do not draw back from me my child,
    I am Abba Father to you, remember in my word I said -Behold,
    I make all things new.
    I will forgive you, heal you, restore you,
    I will shower you with grace.
    I will never turn my back to you, but you will see my face.
    On your journey home, when I see you I will run.....
    Even if, Even if, My child, even if just come.

    By Darlene Eastes

Saturday, 10 July 2010

  • It is my birthday :D

    July 10, 2010

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    Happy Birthday to me Esther Chuang :D Thank You God!!!

    I can’t believe that I am actually 19 now.

    Yup, time flew. I can’t believe. So I have 24 hours to celebrate this day :D I will do it well :D

    I don’t really have plans. But I think a bunch of people will want to celebrate my birthday :D

    So yah… I am just glad that it is my day :D

    As for my birthday gift I will cherish my new DSLR that I got while I was in the United States.

    Thanks to my parents.

    WHAT IS MY WISH?

    To improve my picture skills as I captures different moments in this life time :D

    To have a really good relationship with the people around me and specially with my family. YES WITH GOD TOO :D

    Then really LOVE others from inside out. Keep on spreading the Love of God.

    I want to spend this new year of learning everything that I can! From washing dishes to being great manager :D


    Alright...

    Prayer: Dear Father, thank you thank you.

    You are awesome and I want more of You. It is my day. I mean I don't deserve anything at all. It is really by Your grace that I am here and that I have the opportunity to celebrate this day. I want You to be a part of it and be there for me :D

    Anyways, thanks for a really good year. My 18 year was really amazing! I got a lot of tough lessons out of this year. But in the end of all my problems You still love me the same. That's why you are so amazing, You love doesn't change at all!

    One special moment is being able to live in Asia and really experience the Taiwanese culture and learn the languages Mandarin and Taiwanese :D Thank you for that.

    Use me as you will. I AM ALL YOURS!

    I don't want any broken friendships from this point forward! I want to be good and be happy. I want to be joyful with all kind of circumstances!

    Thank You God!

    Love you,

    Esther Chuang.



Friday, 02 July 2010

  • You are Not an Accident.

    You are who you are for a reason.
    You are part of an intricate plan.
    You are a precious and perfect unique design,
    Called God's special woman or man.

    You look like you look for a reason.
    Our God made no mistake.
    He knit you together within the womb,
    You are just what he wanted to make.

    The parents you had were the ones he chose,
    And no matter how you may feel,
    They were custom-designed with God;s plan in mind,
    And they bear the Master's seal.

    No, that trauma you faced was not easy.
    And God wept that it hurt you so;
    But it was allowed to shape your heart
    So that into his likeness you'd grow.

    You are who you are for a reason,
    You have been formed by the Master's rod.
    You are who you are, beloved,
    Because there is a God!

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